I confess that I didn't get the promotion. And here is the kicker, it was a tie between me and another coworker, and they gave it to him because he had been here 2 months longer than me. 2 months. Not a way to decide a promotion. Did they forget that he threatened to kill me at work a few years back? He was investigated for this and I have NOTHING on my record. I am more than a little pissed off. Bullshit.
I confess that no matter how hard I work, how hard I try and how much I better myself for my job, it never pays off. So why do I even put this much effort in? So many of my coworkers just slide on by and never get fired, so why can't I just do that and not care?
I confess that my abdomen hurts more than I let on. I try to be super mom/wife/woman, but this surgery really took it out of me. I just hope the results are everything I hoped and have been promised.
I confess that I am DYING for a BOTTLE of wine, but I can't even have a drink until I am off my pain meds and antibiotics. I watched The Bachelor with no wine. How is that even possible?
I confess that as soon as I heard I didn't get the job, I went to the bathroom to cry. And then I went online to shop for something. I had to make myself feel better somehow. Say hello to my new kimono.
I confess that I finally got to take a shower Monday evening, after almost four days of no showering, and it was the best shower I have ever felt. There is no amount of dry shampoo or Mustela that can give you that feeling. Yes, I used my kids Mustela for my "sponge baths". That stuff is the best!
I confess that we have a no making Danielle laugh policy at home right now. When I laugh, sneeze or cough, my stomach hurts so much. Awful. And my husband keeps making me laugh and then I cry.
I confess that when you are on pain meds, antibiotics and have had abdominal surgery, you have the hardest time trying to go (TMI much?!) and I may have sat on the toilet FOREVER yesterday morning. It was as bad as when I had my c-section.
I confess that I love reading Jessica's Bachelor recaps each week. It is like we are thinking the same thing or that we are actually watching it together. She has the BEST recaps that are going to have you laughing until it hurts. And this week it really did hurt. See above.